I cry tears of blood.

Dear Ngai;

I am writing this letter because it's really long over due, I wanted to thank you. You are in no way perfect so try not to get a swelled head after you read this. You took so many bad situations and turned them around like nobody could. You've been a friend to me even when everyone ridiculed and wrote me off. Sometimes I can sense a frustration in you a sadness that's so strong it almost seems like too much for one boy from Brooklyn to handle but somehow you persevere.

You laid down a foundation that made it possible for me to succeed. You made decisions that may not have always been the most easy but they were often the most wise. You slept outside in the cold, on the train so that I never had to. You spent your days planning calculating perfectig a formula so that I could reap the benefits long after you were done. I almost feel guilty because you've done so much for me and I haven't given anything back to you. Your selflessness while forgotten by many will not be overlooked by me.

I will come back for you so keep the faith. Remember the days you need to shed tears, I shed those tears beside you. The days you are most in need I will be your closest friend, and we will celebrate in achievement when all is said and done.

You're never alone, you most definitely are an amazing individual and it's because you made the decision to be that way a long time ago.

Forever in your debt

Joshen Reborn