I often find myself in a certain zone where I end up listening to one song on repeat. I am not sure what really triggers this type of musical tunnel vision but when it comes my mood, my thoughts, are usually all centered around the song and it's themes. Right now I am going through one of those musical tunnel moments. The song, Living on a prayer by Bon jovi, is just spinning over and over with brief interruptions by Forever by Drake.
It may just be the music but I feel like I am entering a period in life where everything is just hanging in the balance. Life, love, school, success it all just seems to be teetering between ruin and glory. I realized that in terms of becoming the best I can be I have a long way to go, but it's the humble beginnings that make for the most interesting back story. From day to day it feels like all I have is a prayer that everything is going to work out the way I want it. I just have to use what I have because as little as it seems, as small as my footsteps forward are, they really are all that I've got.
There is a problem with my writing in terms of developing things and giving things flesh and feet. I have to work on that and I certainly plan to. This week I released two of many works that are going to come from me. They are not perfect but I didn't expect them to be. Things are rolling and that's just what I need. I have to make moves because I can't live on a prayer forever.
Music is so important it helps to keep us on the level and unbalanced. It guides us to the answers we already have within ourselves. It's just an essential piece of my day, I love it.
Cheers and Optimistic Teddy Bears.
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