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It's been a while since I can say I truly been happy but go figure I found a little piece of happiness pie and it is so sweet. It comes down to the fact that I am taking action and not just talking about or thinking about taking action. I always knew that no matter what I did in life I had to do some writing on the side. It's just what has to be done, I love the craft. I didn't know that the same craft that I am totally in love with would turn around and stand to be my greatest enemy.

For years I've been terrified to write a single word, start any of the gillions of ideas I had down on paper. Why? because I created a barrier between myself and my own abilities. I told myself you just aren't good enough, not yet. I placed a list of asinine but logical tasks one should undergo before they can be considered a writer. They should take classes, have a degree, be a working author, attempt to have something published. All I was doing was stalling from the task at hand. I had a date with a pen, paper, and desk and I was just afraid.

I am writing more than I ever have. I have a risky plan but it's a plan. I feel fulfilled. I am still broke but this feeling of progressing forward is enough to create euphoria that I haven't felt in a while. I need to take a step back and just marinate in it, because it has been a long time since I felt so good about anything.

In a completely un-related note, I started a list of all the things I need to accomplish in the next 6 months or so. Now I am sure that I will not achieve them all but I damn sure will try. Nothing life changing or dangerous, just a few basic needs and wants, I want to drive, I want to be able to see those kinds of things.

Don't forget N900 gate is still in progress, that phone will be mine. It made it on to my list as well. I have a lot of work ahead of me, but it seems more like fun than work. I'm positioned behind life, I have a condom, and I'm ready to make life my bitch. So how life likes it when we reverse roles for a while.

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